Burden. This is a burden. Worrying about housing, where I will be next is a burden. Not knowing where I will get there is a nightmare. It is a bother. I just want to lie down somewhere and shout: Enough already! Leave me alone! I don’t want to think about it. I don’t want to know how bad this feeling of being unsettled is. But it intrudes on me. It will not let me be.I don’t belong here. Or do I? Whhere is it that I belong? If not emotionally, then at least physically? I don’t enjoy feeling like I am on edge, on edge most of the time.


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