It does not change my feelings for you. Nothing can. So much time has gone by since we were together. 14 years. All those years of not being with you, my friend. But I remember. How can I not remember sitting with you in your apt, or you coming over to mine? You told me stories about your life, how your life was in the past. You enjoyed it then. There was something, a good reason, to get up in the morning. Going to work was a joy, a delight. You were with good people and you thought of one other as family. The difference between back then and now was too much. You could hardly bear it. You shut your eyes, but the reality was there. You could not go back and be young and healthy. The fabulous you would never return.


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