I can’t help to feel what I feel. I love you. The thought of not being with you anymore makes me cry. I have been warned—I have been forbidden—but it’s no use. I have broken my promise. Having you near me means more to me than anything has in a very long time. Our moments together can never end. My heart doesn’t want to allow them to end. We are happy. I pretend that our relationship cannot be taken away from us. Yet, with the snap of a finger it can be.