My life is different because of what’s happened. It’s more complicated. What once was merely unpleasant has become ugly and uncomfortable. It is a chore, a duty I don’t want to take on. I knew that living like this, like a nothing person, wouldn’t work. And I resisted it with great force, with as much force as I was able to muster. But towards the end of my effort it was like hitting a brick wall. I was trapped on the other side of that wall and couldn’t get through. It’s a disgusting feeling and I feel numb a lot of the time.


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2 Responses to “Complicated”

  1. Alex Says:

    This is bleak writing wish you could make it better

    • beccar Says:

      Alex, Do you mean the writing is bleak or the subject matter? Eugenia, Different Flags  The Story of Ani and Forbidden Love in Argentina Read Eugenia’s blog at Search word: Differentflags,,, differentflags Different Flags, A Novel by Eugenia Renskoff . ISBN: 0877142572. Release Date: 2002 From: Beccar’s Weblog To: Sent: Friday, July 24, 2015 9:20 PM Subject: [Beccar’s Weblog] Comment: “Complicated” #yiv9604490525 a:hover {color:red;}#yiv9604490525 a {text-decoration:none;color:#0088cc;}#yiv9604490525 a.yiv9604490525primaryactionlink:link, #yiv9604490525 a.yiv9604490525primaryactionlink:visited {background-color:#2585B2;color:#fff;}#yiv9604490525 a.yiv9604490525primaryactionlink:hover, #yiv9604490525 a.yiv9604490525primaryactionlink:active {background-color:#11729E;color:#fff;}#yiv9604490525 | | |

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