“Happy Holidays to you! Happy holidays to you and your family. May you have all you have ever desired.” The man got on the subway and repeated these words over and over again. “I’m tired. I am tired of living. I don’t know what’s out there if I die. That scares me.” These last words he repeated as well. He was a man past middle age, but not what is considered old. When he sat down on the only empty seat in the car, he sighed. At his stop, he wished everyone Happy Holidays all over again.